Wednesday, March 21, 2007

New E-Book

Coming out soon, will be an E-Book, distributed by Charles Cosimano on his website.

This is about the experimentation done by the United States government, military and those organizations that are supported by government funding, that use and abuse the United States public. All human experimentation should be ended unless there is express written consent by the participants.

This E-Book is dedicated to all the hundreds of unknown participants in these experiments who unwittingly gave their lives for the sake of research. This E-Book is dedicated to Janine Carr, the wife of Eric Carr and mother of two sons, whose life was taken in one of these experiments.

This E-Book will also be translated into Russian by a Russian psychologist who has already volunteered her services for the task and it will be translated into Urdu and Arabic. It is vital that in these dangerous times we make ourselves aware that the enemy can lurk within and within not only our country but our communities. We are no longer a country that cares about human rights. We present that image to the world, yet we kill each other senselessly in experimentation.

Our bottom line will always be economics. Nothing more and nothing less. That is what we have become. A greedy, self serving nation....no longer under God. We kill innocent men, women and children...our own...in the pursuit of science. We are a nation of hypocrites. A nation of whores....selling our bodies for whatever we can get.

We are an embarrassment to the world. We are a failed nation.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Combat and The Emergence of A New Physics

For those of you who know about the combat of 1991-1992 in Nevada County, in California, U.S.A. you have to remember that it was a very trying time. I may have done some things and trained to do some things that made me extremely unpopular. I fought for my life and the life of my daughter. I nearly lost the war....and my life. It took me 4 years to physically heal and the final year was in 1996 when at N.A.S.A. Ames during another experiment in bio-medical cooling the body temperature down and monitoring core temperature readings as well as heart rate, pulse rate, I suddenly realized that the cooling down of my body was slowing down the neurotransmitters in the brain to finally allow my body to heal. It was then I was packing my body in ice to boost the immune system. Strange? Yes, but it worked. This is definitely NOT recommended by me for boosting anyone's immune system. This was an extreme action for an extreme situation and required monitoring by trained personnel.

Psychologically, it was hard to recover. A lot of the people I knew personally for years, were the ones subjecting me to EM fields and weaponry systems I was unaccustomed to and that took some getting over. I learned that things are not always what they seem...or appear to be...including people. It took me 10 years of hashing and re-hashing what had happened with my combat instructor, Charles Cosimano, and someone who had been trained by the French Foreign Legion. They were giving me "the facts of life" and how to deal with my new situation that I had suddenly found myself thrust into.

Not too long ago, someone very special with special training helped me even further by helping to take away some of the emotional pain and helped me to realize that there was something much more important than revenge. He let me know up front that he was rude, crude and not always a nice person. I let him know that I understood....the nature of the business....and that that was o.k. by me. It was nice to be free of feeling imprisoned by wanting to seek revenge. He also taught me something about love and forgiveness. He had to be over 12,000 km. away to teach me this...but I appreciated it. He had unlimited patience in seeing me through what needed to be seen through.

We all have a destiny. I am sure I have mine somewhere. I know that those involved in 1991-1992, will have to reckon with their own destinies....but I won't be sharing in their destiny or fates. They catapulted me into mine and they were the catalysts for what was supposed to happen as hard as that was for me to understand all these many years.

I feel extremely privileged to have met Dr. William Tiller, Ph.D. in May of 2006, at Las Vegas, Nevada. As he writes in his book, "Some Science Adventures with Real Magic", "Our research work, procedures and experimental data is sufficiently beyond the common worldview and conventional paradigm that most people would consider it as 'magic'. However, it is fully lawful and consistant with an expanded paradigm, wherein it is just a higher level of physics, that is unfolding at this time to allow all of humanity to attain a higher level of beingness in our near future."

I am ready to start reaching for something greater than revenge, hatred, anger. I am ready to reach beyond the normal paradigm into the expanded paradigm.

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Dreams, Schemes and Flying Machines

Imagine having your marriage counselor, tell you that you will be involved in a "new kind of therapy".....where A) You will die or B) You will go insane. Of course, you will promptly tell him "How about C) None of the Above?" and you dump him. Imagine that you start seeing unmarked cars in the act of surveillance of your home, your person and you start seeing repairmen "fixing" your telephone line. Imagine seeing a low flying, silent vehicle with portals that has what looks like a beam coming out of the center of it, that forms circular patterns and another white rocket with red fins criss crossing the sky forming a matrix. Imagine that the air feels heavy...ionized. You start seeing semi trucks in stategic locations throughout the town that smell oddly of ozone or something you cannot quite put your finger on....a chemical that keeps equipment from overheating. This of course, is just the beginning of an experiment.

There are new people in your town. Young and old alike. Some you recognize from a parapsychology doctoral program at a University. Some you think you might recognize from science journals, some from the local law enforcement, some you might recognize from the local Air Force Base and some you don't recognize at all but they all seem to know who you are.

Now what if you go back to the counselor's office asking him what the $#@^# is going on and he tells you that in a Prisoner of War situation that you need to be "reprogrammed" and tells you that he wants you to do certain things or he will go after your children. Do you fight the feeling of slamming him up against the wall, rip open his chest and pull out his still beating heart??? Yes, you do....because by this time you are under electronic surveillance. You have to think "Do I want my freedom or do I want to go to prison?".

Now, imagine that you find your relgious beliefs, character, personality, patriotism, intelligence and values are being tested through psychological mind games. The extra low frequency being directed your way through a microwave carrier can cause you to vomit and have diarrhea but there is something more. You can start to feel an altered state coming on. For you ladies out there who became mothers, remember that point in childbirth, where you are totally focused on getting the basketball through a keyhole structure, where your conscious mind settles, and something of another nature takes over? That to me, is what the altered state of consciousness felt like. Now by this time, it feels like the electrons in your brain have polarized....and there is pain in the cerebral cortex.

Now imagine at this point, with your extra sensory perception you are now able to "see" along the carrier wave. You see labs....you see one room filled with rather large equipment with a screen...and chairs with people sitting in them. You see a man who looks a lot like a very young Carl Sagan, giving a lecture on what is happening...and he turns around just in time to see you staring back at him and lets you know that if you do that again he will have to shoot you. By this time, you already know that between death and insanity that being shot would be the least of your concerns...so why not take a gander? You see a computer lab, where what you see in your own mind, is being not only monitored but can be manipulated.....you see a hologram, you, in green matrix, between two plates...one above, one below down under a heavily cemented structure that still reminds me of a university. A matrix that can be manipulated....cybernetically.

Now you look around to find out that there are several labs....all linked by satellite and you can go to any one of these labs to take a look around...not just at equipment but at the people that run the equipment. A lot of them do have lab coats....some do not...but some do. You learn to look outside the labs as well........you can see one lab that is located down under a mine....a pit mine.....and you have to take an elevator to get down to it. People there are in lab coats and you just happen to give one of them a heart attack. Now, you visit the other labs with much more interesting equipment....black. You can feel the field around them that they must be generating....so with your mind...you imagine a black hole and the energy not being able to escape it's own field....and you have people in lab coats running to their instruments, upset that something has gone wrong with their precious equipment. You smile and move on....you learn that you can crawl inside the researcher's minds. You can become them, in order to understand them, because you have never known people like this before who can kill you and dispose of you with no emotion whatsoever and you wonder what makes these kind of people "tick". You become them so you can kill them if you have to. Time is of the essence in this situation as you already know that your life will end at the completion of the experiment. You then must without further ado use your opponents, crawl inside of them, find out what this equipment is, control their thoughts, their actions. You eventually start a fire in the lab by backing up the energy supply where there is no outlet. You learn that the hunted has become the hunter. You now know that you have power in what seems to be a powerless situation. You can override the cybernetics.....you can override the psychotronics....you can override the researchers and the multi million dollar worth of equipment. At one point there is a researcher sitting in a dentist's chair with electrodes all over his body trying his utmost best to influence you....and you send a bolt of energy back that causes the person to rip the electrodes off of his body while calling you a bitch. You never see that varmint again. Outside of the lab, the person tells the community that you are a crazy person and dangerous. Hhhhmmm, that is interesting as you have never talked to the person face to face before. Poor doctor....must have really scared him when I zapped him one!

However, when those fields dissapate, they leave you weak, your synapses have fried. You can barely put together a grocery list much less work in a logical fashion. Something akin to having a stroke. Your temporal lobes have epileptic type seizures. It takes years to re-cover but you do, without the help of the medical community that put you in that condition in the first place. You learn that by cooling your body temperature down, you slow down the neurotransmitters in the brain and you can now heal your body and mind so much more effectively than before.

What do these experiments accomplish? I don't know. You learn what the human body and mind are capable of. You learn that your telomeres aren't what they used to be...but you make the most of everyday anyway. You learn that people aren't what you thought them to be.....and the ones you thought were your friends, were never your friends to begin with. You learn that you are all you have in this world and the only friend you have is yourself. You learn that life is what you make of it with whatever cards you are dealt and you make the most out of any situation you find yourself in. I survived....why?....I don't know. My values have changed. I no longer see government the same way. I no longer see religion the same way. I no longer believe the things I used to. Truth is more important than ever. Discernment is something you no longer take forgranted because one day it might just save your life.